𝐆𝐨𝐝'𝐬 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭

♡ TW. non-con + rape, BDSM, physical abuse; ♡ WC. 659

The first thing you feel is pain. Your head snaps to the side, a sharp, blinding sting bursting across your cheek. The force of the slap makes you stumble, your knees buckling. Then, his hand is in your hair. A brutal yank, scalp burning, neck craning, forced to look up at him. “What the fuck was that?” His voice is low, dark, dangerous.

“Answer me.” His grip tightens, cruel fingers digging into your scalp. Your lips part, a choked sound escaping—but before you can speak, he’s already moving. He throws you. You barely have time to gasp before your back hits the wall. Your hands tremble, shaking, trying to push yourself up—

But he’s already there. A boot to your stomach. You collapse, choking. “You fucking smiled at him.” His voice is poison, venomous, dripping with rage. His boot presses down, grinding against your stomach, pinning you to the floor. “Do you think I wouldn’t notice?” You try to shake your head—

But he doesn’t care. He crouches, his weight pressing harder, making your vision blur, your lungs burn. His hand grabs your throat. Squeezing. Tighter. You gasp, struggle, claw at his wrist—but he’s stronger. “Should I just fucking kill you?” His grip tightens, cutting off air completely. Your head pounds, chest burning, black dots creeping into your vision. “You think you can look at other men?” Your nails dig into his wrist, desperate, pleading. You’re going to die. Then, just before you black out—

He lets go. You collapse, gasping, choking, shaking violently. But he’s not done. Not even close. His hand fists your hair, yanking you up, dragging you like a ragdoll. Your knees scrape against the floor as he throws you onto the bed. You barely have time to breathe, to think, to plead— Then, his belt snaps free. And you realize— He’s going to hurt you. For real.

“On your fucking knees.” Your whole body locks up, shaking, your breathing ragged, panicked. You don’t move fast enough. The belt comes down. A searing lash of pain splits across your bare thighs, the sharp crack echoing in the room. You scream. “Again.” Another lash. Another. Again, again, again— Each strike sends blinding pain searing through you. Your skin burns, welts already forming. Your body shakes, collapsing forward, sobbing. His fingers press against the fresh welts, pressing down, making you jolt, flinch, whimper. He grins.

“You cry so fucking pretty, baby.” His hands move, shoving you down, flipping you over. Your stomach presses against the mattress, body weak, sore, trembling. But he isn’t done. You feel it—the heat of him, the weight of him. The way his hands grab your hips, fingers digging into bruised skin, uncaring. Your body tenses, terror slamming through you.

“No—” He doesn’t wait. He forces himself inside, raw, brutal, stretching you open without preparation. You scream, body locking up, pain tearing through you. He groans, deep, low, satisfied. “Yeah, you feel that?” His hips snap forward, burying himself to the hilt. Your fingers claw at the sheets, tears spilling down your cheeks. “This is mine. You are fucking mine.” His pace is ruthless. Deep. Violent. Bruising. He grabs your wrists, yanking them behind your back, using them as leverage to fuck you harder. Your face presses into the mattress, muffling your cries.

“You wanna smile at other men, baby?” His hand wraps around your throat again, yanking you back. Your back arches painfully. “I’ll fucking ruin you.” Your mind blanks, body overwhelmed with pain, overstimulation, exhaustion. You can’t fight. You can’t run. You can only take it. And he loves that. His thrusts turn erratic, desperate, primal. Your vision darkens. He slams into you one last time—

And cums. A hot flood inside you. You go limp, shaking, chest rising and falling in broken, uneven breaths. He collapses on top of you, breathing heavy, sated. A kiss against your temple. “Mine.” His teeth sink into your shoulder, claiming you one last time.

♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.

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Ace Attorney: N/A

Arcane: PTSD! Jayce

Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Yoichi Isagi

Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Katsuki Bakugo, Villain! Midoriya Izuku

Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: Hiroki Dan

Death Note: Light Yagami

Demon Slayer: Muzan Kibutsuji, Sanemi Shinazugawa, Rui

Dishonored Series: Daud

Genshin Impact: Childe, Dainsleif, Scaramouche, Xiao, Rex Lapis

Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Hajime Iwaizumi, Kentarou Kyotani, Kenjiro Shirabu, Osamu Miya, Tobio Kageyama, Wakatoshi Ushijima

Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Boothill, Mr. Reca, Mydei, Nanook

How to Live as an Illegal Healer: N/A

Hunter x Hunter: Feitan Portor, Gon Freecss, Kalluto Zoldyck, Kurapika, Phinks, Uvogin

I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Demon Aru, Duke Illuster Starbe, Eduardo Deserte

Jujutsu Kaisen: Megumi Fushiguro, Naoya Zen’in, Ryōmen Sukuna, Suguru Geto

Kill The Hero: Kim Woo-Jin, Park Yong-Wan, Se Jun-Lee

Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Aamon, Gusion, Granger, Ling

MONSTER: N/A

Naruto Shippuden: Hidan, Kabuto Yakushi, Kakuzu, Kisame Hoshigaki, Madara Uchiha, Nagato Uzumaki, Pain, Tobirama Senju, Zabuza Momochi

One Punch Man: Amai Mask, Boros

Reverend Insanity: Fang Yuan

TOUCHSTARVED: Mhin, Player Character

Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Error! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Horror! Sans, Killer! Sans, Nightmare! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell Papyrus, Underfell Sans, Undertale Chara

Wuthering Waves: Geshu Lin, Scar

Your Throne: Eros Orna Vasilios

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