There is no love here. No sweet promises, no escape. Only men who take what they want—because they’ve always wanted you.

This book is a collection of the inevitable. Obsessive hands closing around your throat. A voice murmuring filth in your ear, dripping with hunger. The moment you realize you’re not leaving. They’ve planned for this. They’ve been waiting. And now, it’s far too late.

Every page is another story, another captor, another night where pleasure is indistinguishable from terror. You’ll fight, you’ll beg, you’ll break—and they’ll savor every second.

You shouldn’t be reading this. But you want to. Don’t you?

Welcome to The Red Ledger—a record of every man who will ruin you.

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Trigger Warnings (Dead Dove): Contains dark themes, non-consensual content (not as explicit as my long form stories), and depictions of taboo scenarios. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Read the RULES so you are aware of what you’re getting into.

♡ Reminder. This masterlist is strictly for non-con smut and serves as an exercise in refining erotic horror writing. Comments that reduce my work to mere sexual gratification, especially thirst comments, will not be tolerated. If your response is primarily thirst-driven, keep it to yourself. Repeated violations may result in blocking. This space is not for casual simping—if you want to express excitement or fangirl behavior, do so on my other masterlists.

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Table of Contents

♡ For Reader-Inserts. I only write Male Yandere x Female (Fem.) Reader (heterosexual couple). No LGBTQ+:

♡ Schedule. The following stories are released or scheduled for release:

1. Table of Contents
2. General Stories
   1. Drabbles
   2. Oneshot Series
      1. Yandere! Angel?
      2. Yandere! Boss
      3. Yandere! Bully
      4. Yandere! Childhood Friend
      5. Yandere! Father! Cowboy
      6. Yandere! GILF! Don
      7. Yandere! Golden Boy
   3. Yandere! Hater
   4. Yandere! Military Leader
      1. Yandere! Nerd
   5. Yandere! RPG! Regressor
   6. Yandere! Scholar
3. Specific Stories
   1. Oneshot Series
      1. Mixed Fandoms
         1. The Master’s Collection
         2. The Thirsting
4. Genshin Impact
   1. Alhaitham
      1. Drabbles
      2. Oneshots
         1. Sugar Daddy! Alhaitham
      3. Childe / Tartaglia
         1. Alpha! Childe
   2. Gravity Falls
      1. Bill Cipher
   3. Haikyuu!!
      1. Miya Atsumu
         1. Fuckboy! Atsumu
      2. Oikawa Tooru
         1. Bully! Oikawa
      3. Ushijima Wakatoshi
         1. Husband! Ushijima
   4. Honkai Star Rail
      1. Boothill
         1. Human! Father! Boothill
      2. Phainon
      3. Sunday
   5. Jujutsu Kaisen
      1. Gojo Satoru
         1. Drabbles
            1. Bully! Gojo
            2. Contract! Demon Gojo
            3. Milkman! Gojo
            4. Nerd! Gojo
         2. Oneshots
            1. General
      2. Ryōmen Sukuna
         1. Alpha! Sukuna
         2. Biker! Sukuna
         3. Boxer! Sukuna
         4. Guardian Angel! Sukuna
         5. Heian Era! Sukuna
         6. Serial Killer! Sukuna
         7. Slasher! Sukuna
         8. True Form! Sukuna

General Stories

Drabbles

• There’s a split second between sleep and wakefulness where your body doesn’t understand what’s happening.
• You wake up to pain.
• You shouldn’t have come back.
• You wake to something wrong.
• “Answer me.”
• You never should’ve let him catch you.
• You kneel, naked, trembling under the heated gazes of men who aren’t supposed to see you like this.
• The classroom is quiet, save for the professor’s dull voice droning on about something you can’t focus on.
• You should’ve known better than to ignore his texts.

Oneshot Series

Yandere! Angel?

1. He says your name like it’s a prayer.
2. He told you he was sent to protect you.
3. He was the only one who stayed.

Yandere! Boss

1. Your boss is a fucking nightmare.
2. You haven’t had a moment’s peace since that night.
3. You don’t want to be here.
4. You should have known better than to show up.
5. You always knew your boss was a bastard.
6. You’re nothing more than the subject of their viewing pleasure.
7. They see everything. They own you.
8. To the man behind the camera, ensuring every second of your suffering is immortalized in high definition.
9. The cold metal of the chains rattles as you stir, the weight of them cutting into your raw wrists.

Yandere! Bully

1. The first time you realized you were different, you were eight years old.
2. The air crackles, thick and suffocating, humming with an unseen violence that pricks at your skin.
3. You know you shouldn’t do it. You really shouldn’t.
4. The first time he dragged you from the library, he did it without hesitation, and you followed without question.
5. You shouldn’t have done it.
6. Your bully is your boyfriend.
7. You knew it wouldn’t stop.
8. Your bully catches you staring.
9. Your bully doesn’t date.
10. He doesn’t admit it—not outright, anyway—but the realization slams into him like a truck.
11. It always happens eventually.
12. You stopped trying to count the days.
13. You wake up two days later.
14. You wake again—if this is waking.

Yandere! Childhood Friend

1. “Too small,”
2. You can’t breathe.
3. No one will hear you. No one will save you.
4. You should have seen it coming.
5. The room is suffocating.
6. You don’t want to look at it.
7. The belt hits the floor with a dull clink.

Yandere! Father! Cowboy

1. “Ain’t no use fightin’ me, sugar,”
2. “Open up, sugar.”
3. “Ain’t real sure where the fuck you got the idea that you don’t gotta call me properly, darlin’.”
4. He was going to hell. He knew that.
5. The house was quiet.
6. “Dance with me, sweetheart,”

Yandere! GILF! Don

1. You were filth the day he found you.
2. The first time you saw him, you thought he was a ghost. A myth.
3. It started with white lace and a candlelit table. You should’ve known it was a trap.

Yandere! Golden Boy

1. He’s so loved. So adored.
2. You should’ve known better than to trust the town’s so-called gentle giant.

Yandere! Hater

1. He mass-reported your account. Then made you his dirty little secret.

Yandere! Military Leader

1. The sound of combat boots against the cold, concrete floor is deafening.
2. The barracks stink of sweat, gun oil, and something metallic—coppery, pungent, like dried blood that never quite leaves the air.
3. The barracks reeked of sweat, gunpowder, and unwashed bodies—thick, stale air pressing down on you like a second skin.
4. You should have known better.

Yandere! Nerd

1. You should’ve known something was off the first time he saved you.

Yandere! RPG! Regressor

1. They used to call him a hero.
2. You weren’t supposed to be here.
3. You blink once. Twice.
4. You blink again, and the world snaps back like a broken bone shoved into place.
5. The night stinks of rot and desperation.
6. The gun is cold against your skin.
7. You’re not the focus. You’re not even a consideration.
8. “Look at you,” he murmurs, voice thick with disdain. “Shaking like a fucking leaf. Are you gonna cry?”
9. “See, that’s the problem with you,”
10. The flowers are wilted.
11. He’s never handled you this gently before.
12. You were cold before the door even opened.
13. You sit on the floor.
14. He doesn’t look at the woman pressing against him.
15. “You like this place?”
16. He doesn’t let you touch him.
17. He didn’t ask for this.
18. The room reeks of sweat, blood, and your shame.
19. He gave you something today.

Yandere! Scholar

1. He never raises his voice. He never has to.
2. He doesn’t react. He never does.

Specific Stories

Oneshot Series

Mixed Fandoms

The Master’s Collection

1. You dress them up, strip them down, and cash out every time.

The Thirsting

1. “Go on, use my face, pretty girl. Ride me like you mean it.”
2. “If I fail, I’m blaming you.”
3. “Go ahead. Keep flirting. Just remember who you belong to when I fuck the attitude out of you.”

Genshin Impact

Alhaitham

Drabbles

1. The cold steel beneath your back burns like ice, your skin prickling against the sterile surface.
2. The surgical lamp overhead is blinding, its sterile fluorescence dissecting every inch of your exposed skin.
3. The scent of antiseptic burns in your nostrils.
4. The aphrodisiac is a wildfire in your veins.

Oneshots

❤︎ Summary ~ Silent Doctrine. He never touches you unless it’s to ruin you. Cold, unreadable, and cruelly distant—Alhaitham insists you’re nothing to him. A stranger. An inconvenience. But behind shuttered eyes and gloved hands lies a mind obsessively twisted around your every breath. He won’t confess. He won’t protect you. He’ll only take—slow, brutal, and possessive—under the guise of indifference.

In this collection of dark, erotic one-shots, fall into the quiet horror of being desired by a man who pretends not to care… while orchestrating every inch of your downfall.

Sugar Daddy! Alhaitham

1. The worst part wasn’t how he never kissed you.
2. You’re not supposed to be here.
3. You never heard the door open.
4. The room is quiet. Too quiet.
5. He watches you. Always from a distance. Always silent.

Childe / Tartaglia

Alpha! Childe

1. He finds you in the snow.
2. He’s been chasing you for hours.
3. The heat has you trembling.
4. He’s been at it for hours.

Gravity Falls

Bill Cipher

1. Bill Cipher grins like a shark, eyes glinting with the mania of a predator who’s already won.

Haikyuu!!

Miya Atsumu

Fuckboy! Atsumu

1. He told you to stay away from them.
2. He’s laughing when he drags you into his car.
3. He knows better.
4. Atsumu has never been good with feelings.
5. Atsumu isn’t soft.
6. He doesn’t stop fucking you just because you’re crying.
7. Your lips brush against his.
8. He was just gonna fuck you. That was it. That was always the plan.
9. Atsumu isn’t blushing.
10. He tells himself that even as you thrash beneath him, even as your voice—raw, shattered—pleads with him to stop.
11. He thought you’d finally fallen for him.

Oikawa Tooru

Bully! Oikawa

1. He watches you cry.

Ushijima Wakatoshi

Husband! Ushijima

1. The walls are soundproof.
2. He’s watching you again.

Honkai Star Rail

Boothill

Human! Father! Boothill

1. Boothill ain’t a patient man.
2. He warned ya. Ain’t his fault you didn’t listen.
3. You got daddy issues.
4. There are rules. Daddy’s rules.
5. It’s almost humiliating how calm he sounds.
6. Boothill knows he’s goin’ to hell.
7. Boothill ain’t never been the type to lie to himself.
8. Boothill knows you ain’t never gonna love him the way he loves you.
9. Boothill watches you like he’s got all the time in the world.
10. Boothill knows exactly what he’s doin’.
11. He cups your tits in both hands, squeezing them like he owns them—because he does.

Phainon

1. Your wrists ache where the silk binds them, the knot cinched too tight—an artisan’s touch, practiced, meticulous, beautiful.

Sunday

1. He smiles, and the world shatters.
2. The gilded chains around your wrists jingle softly as you struggle, their cold touch biting into your skin.
3. The silk sheets are cool against your burning skin, but they do nothing to soothe the raw ache between your legs.
4. It starts with the scent of incense—thick and cloying, a hypnotic lull of spice and warmth that slides into your lungs, suffocating and intoxicating all at once.

Jujutsu Kaisen

Gojo Satoru

Drabbles

Bully! Gojo

1. The first thing you register is the cold kiss of marble against your back, the unforgiving surface pressing into your spine.
2. He doesn’t gag you.
3. He angles the camera just right.
4. The worst part?
5. Satoru’s always been a glutton.
6. “Ah, look at you.”
7. “You’re shaking, sweetheart.”
8. “Pick it up.”
9. “You thought I wouldn’t notice?”

Contract! Demon Gojo

1. The first time he sees you, it’s through the screen of a grainy, flickering security camera.
2. You had always heard stories of devils in disguise, of monsters wrapped in silk, of wolves who grinned like men. But you never expected to meet one.
3. You don’t believe in angels.
4. It’s offensive, really.

Milkman! Gojo

1. The first knock is polite.
2. The buzzer shrieks through the tiny security booth, dragging you from the half-asleep daze of your night shift.

Nerd! Gojo

1. He flunks his tests on purpose just to piss you off.
2. Gojo Satoru looks like a joke.
3. Gojo hears them talking about you again.
4. Gojo Satoru loves you most when you’re like this.
5. Gojo Satoru is a scientist.
6. Gojo is a creep.
7. He’s a fucking wreck.
8. Gojo Satoru is a fucking liar.
9. Gojo Satoru’s entire life revolves around you.
10. Gojo Satoru has rituals.
11. They call him a puppy.
12. The camera shakes in his hand, but only a little.
13. He’s barely paying attention to you.
14. He’s laughing.
15. He was supposed to be humiliating you.
16. It’s fucking divine.
17. The camera is rolling.

Oneshots

❤︎ Summary ~ Six Eyes, One Obsession. He sees everything. And he only wants you.

Behind the blindfold lies something far more dangerous than the world’s strongest sorcerer—an obsession so deep, it bends reality around your body. A collection of dark, erotic one-shots where Gojo Satoru isn’t the hero you hoped for—but the nightmare you can’t escape.

You thought love was light. You forgot what happens when a god falls in love with something breakable.

General

1. You’re already crying.
2. You cry prettily when you’re scared. He always liked that.
3. The first time he pressed record, you didn’t even realize the camera was on.
4. You stood by the wall like an idiot.
5. He hasn’t touched you yet. Not tonight.
6. He takes you out like he always promised he would.
7. He takes you out like he’s never ruined you.
8. You were never supposed to be in this room.
9. Exactly how he liked you.
10. The first time he did it, you didn’t scream. You didn’t cry. You didn’t fight.
11. Gojo Satoru doesn’t smile.
12. Your mouth is already full.
13. You never got jealous.
14. The first time he kissed her in front of you, Gojo didn’t even watch your face.
15. He watches you laugh at something stupid.
16. His first memory of you is so boring it almost makes him laugh.
17. “She’s a fucking problem,” he muttered.
18. You shouldn’t have ignored his messages.
19. The first thing he buys you is silence.
20. You don’t get to choose the outfit. You never do.
21. The room reeks of sugar.
22. He calls it a date.
23. You were never supposed to last this long.
24. You haven’t touched them. Not one.
25. You didn’t think he would follow you home.
26. He hated arranged marriages.
27. He always laughs before he ruins you.
28. He stuffs the first bill into the strap of your bra.
29. You didn’t even hear the door open.
30. He doesn’t run. He walks.
31. You don’t remember when he started watching you.
32. You don’t know why he’s being sweet today.
33. You never saw him coming. That was the problem.
34. You can always tell what kind of day it is by the gift he leaves at the foot of your bed.
35. He remembers the look in your eyes.
36. He’d warned you once.
37. You’re not sure when you stopped flinching at the sound of his footsteps
38. You shouldn’t have looked at him that way.
39. It’s the sound of the lock clicking that yanks you awake.
40. Your wrists are raw.

Ryōmen Sukuna

Alpha! Sukuna

1. He smells it before he even sees you.

Biker! Sukuna

1. His breath fans against your face, thick with the stench of cigarettes and beer, lips curled into a smirk that reeks of arrogance.
2. He doesn’t stop when you scream.
3. He told you not to fucking do it.
4. The moment he saw you, curled up in that fucker’s arms, something inside him snapped.
5. It was supposed to be a joke.
6. It’s almost funny how many times you’ve tried.
7. Mornings always start like this.
8. The word slips before you can stop it.
9. Sukuna doesn’t eat pussy.
10. Sukuna knows he’s not your type.
11. Sukuna doesn’t do relationships.
12. Sukuna nearly laughs.
13. He tells himself it’s just a fuck.

Boxer! Sukuna

1. He smells like blood, whiskey, and a fight he didn’t finish.
2. The first thing you notice when you wake up is the pain.
3. Sukuna wakes up first.
4. Sukuna’s already awake when you shuffle into the kitchen, moving like a ghost in your own home.
5. Sukuna doesn’t like being ignored.
6. The second the call disconnects, your palm cracks across his face.
7. Sukuna’s morning routine is simple: wake up, drag you out of bed, and ruin you before the day even starts.
8. He likes you like this.
9. Your legs are forced open, pinned wide apart by the crushing weight of his body.
10. He sees red.
11. He doesn’t need you to like it.
12. Mornings with Sukuna are a war zone.
13. He finds out.
14. He catches you.
15. Your husband’s love is felt through bruises.
16. He should’ve punched that guy.
17. You have no idea why he calls you that.
18. He wasn’t expecting it.
19. Sukuna notices.
20. He’s going to kill you.
21. Sukuna wakes up before you.

Guardian Angel! Sukuna

1. You don’t believe in angels. You especially don’t believe in him.
2. His voice is thunder.

Heian Era! Sukuna

1. He is used to fear.
2. Your head should be rolling on the ground.

Serial Killer! Sukuna

1. He expected a porcelain doll, one of those trembling spoiled heiresses swaddled in silk and fake charm.
2. He’s never had a woman look at him like that.

Slasher! Sukuna

1. The first time he saw you, it wasn’t love at first sight. It was hunger.

True Form! Sukuna

1. Your body is a trembling, ruined thing beneath him.
2. You don’t register the pain at first.
3. The first thing you feel is the wet, burning heat.
4. The temple reeks of blood.