𝐆𝐨𝐝'𝐬 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭

♡ TW. non-con + rape, BDSM, violence ; ♡ WC. 632

You shouldn’t have come back. The moment the door slams behind you, you know it’s over. You feel him before you see him. The heat of his rage, the thick, suffocating weight of it pressing against your skin like a second layer. He’s waiting. “I told you,” his voice is low, guttural. “You weren’t allowed to leave me.” Your throat tightens. “You did it anyway.” He stands from the couch, and the air changes. You take a step back—stupid. His hand snaps out, fingers locking around your throat like a vice. You choke on the impact, spine hitting the door with a crack.

He’s seething. “Who was he?” You shake your head, panic clawing up your throat. You weren’t with anyone. You hadn’t even looked at anyone since you left. But it doesn’t matter. Because in his mind, you belong to him. “Liar.” His lips curl, amusement flickering behind the storm. “You’re shaking. You know I hate it when you lie.”

You try to speak—you can’t. His free hand tears at your clothes, shredding fabric, exposing bare skin to the cold air. A brutal frenzy, leaving bruises, red welts, deep, burning scratches as he drags his nails across your stomach, your thighs. “You ran from me.” His voice drips venom, his grip bruising. His nails dig into your chin, forcing your gaze to meet his. “Did you think you could fuck someone else?”

His fingers slam between your legs. You cry out, body lurching at the sudden, violating pressure. It hurts—he’s rough, merciless, not caring if you’re ready. “You’re fucking dry,” he sneers, shoving another digit inside. Your breath hitches, pain sparking up your spine. “Not used to anyone else touching you, huh? Guess that means you were just being a whore for attention.”

His fingers press deeper, curl, hitting that spot inside you that makes your body betray you. He notices. “Oh?” His smirk sharpens, all teeth. “Did you just squeeze around my fingers, baby?” You shake your head. He laughs. “Liar.” His fingers withdraw—only to be replaced with something bigger. You barely have time to scream before his cock splits you open. Pain explodes through you, your body unprepared, unwilling. Your nails dig into his arms, clawing, shaking, struggling—

“That’s right.” His voice is dark, trembling, like he’s drowning in the feeling of you breaking around him. “Scream for me, baby. Cry for me.” Your breath catches when he pulls back—then slams forward, setting a brutal, punishing pace. It’s merciless. There’s no care, no restraint, only vengeance. The sheer force of it forces your body up the door, the wood creaking under the impact of each devastating thrust.

“You left me.” His voice snaps, raw with rage, lust, obsession. “You thought you could run. Thought you could be free. But look at you now.” You whimper, sob, gasp for breath as he ruins you. Your body aches, your walls raw and bruised around the sheer girth of him. “Hurts?” he mocks, teeth grazing your ear. “Good. You should fucking hurt.” A hand snaps around your throat, squeezing.

“Because I fucking suffered without you.” His pace quickens, brutal and unforgiving, hitting so deep it hurts. Every thrust steals your breath, every slam against your cervix sends white-hot agony lancing through you. You scream. He groans. “That’s right,” he breathes, shuddering, obsessed. “That’s the only sound I ever want to hear from you. Not ‘goodbye.’ Not some weak little protest about leaving me. Only this.”

You go limp, body trembling, aching, spent. He doesn’t stop. “If you ever try that shit again…” his grip tightens, his cock swelling inside you, hips snapping faster, rougher, meaner—“…I’ll fucking kill you.” Your vision fades. The last thing you hear before the darkness takes you is his voice, deep, satisfied, filling you one last time. “Mine.”

♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.

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Ace Attorney: N/A

Arcane: PTSD! Jayce

Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Yoichi Isagi

Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Katsuki Bakugo, Villain! Midoriya Izuku

Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: Hiroki Dan

Death Note: Light Yagami

Demon Slayer: Muzan Kibutsuji, Rui, Sanemi Shinazugawa

Dishonored Series: Daud

Genshin Impact: Childe, Dainsleif, Diluc, Kaeya, Scaramouche, Xiao, Rex Lapis

Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Daichi Sawamura, Hajime Iwaizumi, Keishin Ukai, Kentarou Kyotani, Kenjiro Shirabu, Suna Rintarou, Yūji Terushima

Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Blade, Boothill, Mydei, Nanook, Fallen! Phainon

How to Live as an Illegal Healer: N/A

Hunter x Hunter: Feitan Portor, Gon Freecss, Illumi Zoldyck, Kalluto Zoldyck, Nobunaga Hazama, Phinks

I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Demon Aru, Duke Illuster Starbe, Nemeseus

Jujutsu Kaisen: Megumi Fushiguro, Naoya Zen’in, Ryōmen Sukuna, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto

Kill The Hero: Kim Woo-Jin, Park Yong-Wan, Se Jun-Lee

Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Gusion, Granger, Julian, Ling, Xavier

MONSTER: N/A

Naruto Shippuden: Hidan, Kabuto Yakushi, Kakuzu, Kisame Hoshigaki, Madara Uchiha, Pain, Tobirama Senju, Zabuza Momochi

One Punch Man: Amai Mask, Boros, Garou, Genos, Suiryu

Reverend Insanity: Fang Yuan

TOUCHSTARVED: Player Character, Vere

Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Error! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Horror! Sans, Killer! Sans, Nightmare! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell Papyrus, Underfell Sans, Undertale Chara

Wuthering Waves: Geshu Lin, Scar

Your Throne: Eros Orna Vasilios

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