𝐆𝐨𝐝'𝐬 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭

♡ TW. non-con + rape, BDSM, violence ; ♡ WC. 661

You wake to something wrong. A heavy warmth pressing down on you. A weight that shouldn’t be there. Your breath catches, a cold spike of fear shooting through your veins as awareness floods in. The room is dark—too dark—your limbs are heavy, slow, unresponsive. A thick haze clings to your mind, like you’ve been drugged.

Then, you feel it. Hands. Thick, calloused, greedy hands, dragging slow, possessive paths down your sides. Fingers tracing the curve of your waist, the dip of your stomach, the soft swell of your inner thighs. Your blood runs cold. Your lips part to speak—to scream—but a hand is already there, pressing firm over your mouth, silencing you.

“Shh.” The voice is low, deep, familiar. Your stomach drops. A slow, creeping horror crawls up your spine as his weight shifts. He’s on top of you. And you hadn’t even known he was here. “I’ve been waiting for this,” he murmurs, breathing you in, drinking in your helplessness. His lips press against your ear, hot, feverish. “You look so fucking sweet when you sleep, you know that?” Your body jerks, panic igniting. But you can’t move. He notices. He laughs.

“Oh, you finally noticed, huh?” His hand slides lower, past the waistband of your shorts, teasing. You shudder—not from pleasure. “Took a little extra work to make sure you wouldn’t wake up too soon.” Your heart slams against your ribs. You were drugged. He drugged you. “Relax, baby.” He kisses your throat, your collarbone, your shoulder, slow, savoring, while his fingers sink between your legs. “You’re not going anywhere.”

Terror thrums beneath your skin, but your limbs won’t obey you. Your body is a prison, your muscles sluggish, useless, too heavy to fight. His fingers spread you open. You whimper, a broken, muffled sound against his palm. “Fuck.” His voice is thick, strained, almost reverent. “Still tight. Still mine.” He shifts, pressing against you. His cock—hard, burning hot, throbbing—nestles between your folds, dragging slow, teasing, coating himself in the wetness you can’t stop. Tears prickle at your eyes. “Aw,” he coos, mockingly, watching you. His free hand cups your face, fingers stroking your cheek as he lines up. “You scared, baby?” You nod, eyes wide, desperate. He smiles.

“Good.” Then, he thrusts in. Your whole body locks up, pain ripping through you as he buries himself to the hilt, stretching you open. Your vision blurs, a choked, muffled sob spilling against his hand. He groans, shuddering, trembling. “Fuck,” he breathes, voice wrecked, obsessed. “God, you feel even better when you can’t fight me.” You squeeze your eyes shut, body trembling violently as he starts to move. Slow at first, letting you feel it, feel everything—how deep he is, how wide he stretches you, how helpless you are beneath him.

Then, he sets his pace. Brutal. Relentless. Unforgiving. The bed creaks, the headboard slamming against the wall as he fucks into you, using you, taking you. His grip tightens, bruising, leaving marks that won’t fade for days. “You know, I should’ve done this sooner.” His voice is low, satisfied. “You always get so bratty when you’re awake.” Your nails dig into the sheets, your body betraying you. The pain, the stretch, the way he bullies your walls—it’s too much. Your thighs tremble, stomach clenching, heat building despite everything. He notices. He laughs.

“Oh? You getting close, baby?” His hips snap harder, meaner, crueler. Your breath catches, body locking up. “God, you’re so fucking cute like this. No running. No arguing. No saying no.” His teeth sink into your shoulder, hard enough to draw blood. You cry out. He groans. “Fuck, you’re mine.” His thrusts stutter, slow, deepen. His cock twitches, swells, fills you completely. “Take it.” You whimper, sob, tremble. He cums. And fills you. You go still, your body shaking, broken, ruined. His weight crushes you, his breath ragged, sated, victorious. He kisses your forehead. “Sleep tight, baby.” He tucks himself inside you. Staying right where he belongs.

♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.

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Ace Attorney: Herlock Sholmes

Arcane: N/A

Blue Lock: Shidou Ryusei

Boku no Hero Academia: Hawks, Villain! Midoriya Izuku

Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: Hiroki Dan

Death Note: N/A

Demon Slayer: Doma, Kyojuro Rengoku, Tengen Uzui, Zenitsu Agatsuma

Dishonored Series: Kirin Jindosh

Genshin Impact: Childe, Itto, Kaeya, Venti

Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Futakuchi Kenji, Goshiki Tsutomu, Lev Haiba, Oikawa Tooru, Tendō Satori, Tetsurou Kuroo, Yūji Terushima

Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Boothill, Caelus, Mr. Reca, Fallen! Phainon, Sampo Koski

How to Live as an Illegal Healer: Seunghyeon Kang

Hunter x Hunter: Gon Freecss, Ging Freecss, Hisoka Morow, Pariston Hill, Shalnark

I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Demon Aru, Duke Illuster Starbe

Jujutsu Kaisen: Kenjaku, Naoya Zen’in, Satoru Gojo

Kill The Hero: Johann Georg, Lee Jin-Ah

Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Claude, Gusion, Suyou

MONSTER: N/A

Naruto Shippuden: Deidara, Hashirama Senju, Hidan, Shisui Uchiha

One Punch Man: Amai Mask, Suiryu

Reverend Insanity: Fang Zheng

TOUCHSTARVED: Vere

Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Storyshift Chara, Undertale Frisk, Undertale Sans

Wuthering Waves: Aalto, Scar

Your Throne: N/A

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