♡ TW. non-con + rape, BDSM, violence ; ♡ WC. 583
You wake up to pain. Your first breath is sharp, raw—lungs burning like you’ve been screaming for hours. Your body aches everywhere. A deep, biting soreness between your legs. The sharp sting of cuts. The dull throb of bruises, swelling against tight, unrelenting rope. You’re not just bound. You’re butchered. The air reeks of sweat, sex, and copper. And him. He sits at the foot of the bed, bare-chested, watching you. There’s blood on his hands. Your blood. Dried under his nails, smeared against the sharp curve of his grin. Like he’s already taken you apart once and wants to do it again.
“You’re awake,” he muses, voice low, pleased. He tilts his head, fingers tapping absently against his thigh—the same hand that wrapped around your throat, that carved into your flesh, that forced you open and made you bleed. You try to move—stupid. Pain explodes up your limbs, fresh wounds splitting open. A choked sob claws up your throat. He laughs.
“Still fighting?” A slow sigh, mock-disappointed. “God, you’re stubborn. I should’ve fucking snapped your legs.” Your stomach twists. Something in his expression shifts—darkens. His gaze drops to your body, naked and ruined beneath him, spread open like a sacrifice. Like prey. “Maybe I still will.” Your breath catches. The air thickens. A slow, aching dread spreads through you as he moves, as he crawls over you, the bed dipping under his weight. He smells like your fear.
“Let’s see,” he murmurs, dragging his fingers down your chest, over your ribs. Pressing just hard enough to feel the breaks. To make you whimper. His thumb brushes your nipple—raw, sore from where he bit you. His lips twitch. “Still tender?” You flinch as his hand drifts lower, over bruised skin and aching muscle, down between your thighs. His fingers dip into the raw mess between your legs—slick with his cum. With your blood.
“Mm.” He spreads you open, slow, deliberate. Watching. “Still stretched out from last time.” His tone is mocking. Amused. “Think you can take me again, baby?” You shake your head, a desperate, broken whimper spilling from your lips. His grip tightens. “Oh, you will.” His cock presses against your raw, ruined entrance. The stretch burns, tears, a sharp agony that rips through you as he forces himself inside. You scream. He groans, shuddering at the sound. His fingers clamp around your throat, squeezing just enough to make your vision swim, to make your lungs beg for air.
“That’s it,” he breathes, thrusting deep, splitting you open. His teeth sink into your shoulder—hard. Flesh breaks, blood wells up, warm and wet between his lips. He moans. Like he’s drinking you down. Like he’ll never stop. “I could kill you like this.” His voice is slurred with lust, with hunger. “Fucking you while you choke on your own blood. Watching your body go limp while I’m still inside you.” Your body convulses. Your lungs scream. And still, he keeps going.
“Would you like that, baby?” His thrusts turn brutal, inhuman. Tearing you apart from the inside. “To die like a good little fucktoy, stretched out on my cock?” You don’t answer—can’t. There’s no air left. There’s only him. His weight crushing you, his hands bruising you, his cock pounding into the mess between your legs, filling you again and again and again. And as your vision fades to black, as your body breaks beneath him— You realize you don’t get a choice. You were always going to die here. Screaming his name.
♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.
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Ace Attorney: N/A
Arcane: PTSD! Jayce
Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Shidou Ryusei, Yoichi Isagi
Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Katsuki Bakugo, Villain! Midoriya Izuku
Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: Hiroki Dan
Death Note: Light Yagami
Demon Slayer: Sanemi Shinazugawa, Tengen Uzui
Dishonored Series: The Outsider
Genshin Impact: Childe, Dainsleif, Kaeya, Pantalone, Scaramouche, Xiao, Rex Lapis
Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Futakuchi Kenji, Hajime Iwaizumi, Kei Tsukishima, Keishin Ukai, Kentarou Kyotani, Oikawa Tooru, Suna Rintarou, Tendō Satori, Tetsurou Kuroo, Yūji Terushima
Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Boothill, Caelus, Jiaoqiu, Mr. Reca, Mydei, Sampo Koski
How to Live as an Illegal Healer: Seunghyeon Kang
Hunter x Hunter: Hisoka Morow, Pariston Hill, Uvogin
I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Demon Aru, Duke Illuster Starbe
Jujutsu Kaisen: Kenjaku, Naoya Zen’in, Ryōmen Sukuna, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Yuji Itadori
Kill The Hero: Kim Woo-Jin, Park Yong-Wan
Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Claude, Gusion, Suyou
MONSTER: N/A
Naruto Shippuden: Deidara, Hidan, Kabuto Yakushi, Kisame Hoshigaki, Zabuza Momochi
One Punch Man: Boros, Garou, Suiryu
Reverend Insanity: Fang Yuan
TOUCHSTARVED: Mhin, Player Character, Vere
Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Error! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Horror! Sans, Killer! Sans, Nightmare! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell Papyrus, Underfell Sans
Wuthering Waves: Geshu Lin, Scar
Your Throne: Eros Orna Vasilios
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