♡ TW. Dead Dove // Read at Your Own Risk ; ♡ WC. 791
You can’t breathe.
It’s not just the weight, though he’s heavy—so damn heavy it feels like your ribs are being crushed, your lungs unable to expand beneath the suffocating press of muscle and heat. It’s not just the sheer size of him either, though that too is unbearable—an overwhelming, brutal mass towering over you, making you feel so pathetically small, like some insignificant creature trapped in the jaws of a beast.
It’s him.
Everything about him. The suffocating presence, the iron-clad grip that turns your wrists into bruised, useless things, the way he forces your body into a shape that fits his sick, twisted desires.
“Pathetic little thing,” he sneers, lips curled in disgust, though the way his hands span your body—gripping, squeezing, feeling—betrays his fascination. His fingers are so large they nearly meet when they wrap around your waist, emphasizing just how fragile, how breakable you are. His laugh is low, cruel. “Fucking tiny. You really thought you could take me?”
Your response is stolen before it can form, replaced instead by a choked sound—a helpless little noise that he catches immediately.
He hums, dragging the tip of his nose along your cheek, inhaling deeply. “Yeah. That’s more like it.”
You jerk in his hold, but it’s pointless. Your legs dangle uselessly, feet barely brushing the floor as he lifts you like nothing, manhandling you into position. There’s no hesitation, no consideration, just raw, effortless power bending you, adjusting you, forcing you exactly where he wants you. You don’t even get the chance to struggle before—
Pain.
A white-hot, searing stretch, brutal and unrelenting, forces the breath from your lungs. The intrusion is monstrous, impossibly thick, shoving inside without warning, without preparation, without care for how your body fights against it.
“Shit,” he groans, voice rough with pleasure, fingers digging bruises into your skin as he shoves deeper. Your body resists, spasms violently, trying to force him out, but it’s useless. You are useless. He is stronger, bigger, built for this. You were never going to win.
You keen, high and sharp, back arching as the pain flares to unbearable levels. Your insides are burning, torn apart inch by merciless inch, but he doesn’t slow down. He doesn’t stop.
“Should’ve prepped you, huh?” His voice is mocking, entertained, like this is all a fucking game. His hips grind against yours, shoving himself even deeper, wrenching a strangled cry from your throat. “Nah. You wouldn’t have fit anyway. Might as well get used to it now.”
Your nails scrape against his forearm, a desperate, instinctive attempt to fight, but it’s like clawing at steel. He doesn’t even acknowledge it, his grip tightening in response, keeping you exactly where he wants you—small, helpless, pinned beneath him with nowhere to go, nothing to do but take what he gives you.
And then he moves.
No mercy. No hesitation. Just brutal, devastating force, dragging his entire length out before shoving it back in, fucking into you with a pace that rips the air from your lungs. Every thrust is a shockwave, a violent snap of hips that makes your entire body jolt, forces you to feel every thick, unbearable inch splitting you open. The sounds you make are involuntary—choked gasps, sharp whimpers, noises you can’t control, can’t suppress.
He hears them all.
“You hear yourself?” he taunts, his voice dripping with mockery, one massive hand wrapping around your throat. He squeezes, not enough to cut off your air completely, but just enough to make your head spin, just enough to remind you exactly who’s in control. “Pathetic. Can’t even take a cock without crying. And you really thought you could handle me?”
Humiliation burns through you, sharp and bitter, but there’s nothing you can do. Nothing but endure, trapped beneath his weight, his body, his sheer, inescapable power.
And then—oh fuck, you feel it. The heat pooling between your legs, the way your muscles clench despite the unbearable stretch, the way your traitorous body reacts. You don’t want this. You don’t. But he notices, of course he does, because nothing about you escapes those sharp, predatory eyes.
His lips curl into something cruel.
“Filthy,” he snarls, slamming into you harder, forcing you to feel every brutal inch, every thick, merciless drag of his cock inside you. “Getting wet from this? Of course you are. Useless little thing, you were made for this—made to be fucked open, made to take me no matter how much it fucking hurts.”
Your vision blurs. Your mind fragments, shattered beneath the onslaught of pain, pleasure, humiliation, fear. There is no escape. No mercy. No stopping him.
All you can do is take it.
Because that’s all you are to him.
Something to use.
Something to ruin.
Something to break.
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Ace Attorney: Phoenix Wright
Arcane: Jayce
Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Shidou Ryusei, Yoichi Isagi
Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Hawks, Katsuki Bakugo, Villain! Midoriya Izuku
Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: N/A
Death Note: Light Yagami
Demon Slayer: Doma, Muzan Kibutsuji, Rui, Sanemi Shinazugawa, Yoriichi Tsugikuni
DC: Bruce Wayne, Damian Wayne, Dick Grayson, Tim Drake
Dishonored Series: Kirin Jindosh
Genshin Impact: Childe, Itto, Kazuha, Pantalone, Pantalone, Scaramouche, Venti, Xiao
Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Futakuchi Kenji, Goshiki Tsutomu, Kei Tsukishima, Keishin Ukai, Kenjiro Shirabu, Lev Haiba, Oikawa Tooru, Tendō Satori, Tetsurou Kuroo, Yūji Terushima
Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Mr. Reca, Nanook, Sampo Koski, Sunday
How to Live as an Illegal Healer: Seunghyeon Kang
Hunter x Hunter: Feitan Portor, Gon Freecss, Ging Freecss, Hisoka Morow, Killua Zoldyck, Kurapika, Nobunaga Hazama, Pariston Hill, Phinks, Uvogin
I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Cruel Hardt, Demon Aru, Eduardo Deserte
Jujutsu Kaisen: Kenjaku, Megumi Fushiguro, Naoya Zen’in, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Yuji Itadori
Kill The Hero: Johann Georg, Kim Woo-Jin, Lee Jin-Ah, Se Jun-Lee
Love and Deepspace: Caleb
Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Aamon, Claude, Gusion, Suyou
MONSTER: Johan Liebert
Naruto Shippuden: Deidara, Hashirama Senju, Hidan, Kabuto Yakushi, Kisame Hoshigaki, Madara Uchiha, Minato Namikaze, Zabuza Momochi
One Punch Man: Stinger, Suiryu
Reverend Insanity: Fang Zheng
TOUCHSTARVED: Player Character, Vere
Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Error! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Horror! Sans, Killer! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell Papyrus, Underfell Sans, Undertale Chara, Undertale Frisk, Undertale Sans
Wuthering Waves: Aalto, Brant, Scar
Your Throne: Eros Orna Vasilios
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