𝐆𝐨𝐝'𝐬 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐭

♡ TW. Dead Dove // Read at Your Own Risk ; ♡ WC. 1,057

You don’t want to look at it.

But he makes you.

Fingers tangle into your hair, wrenching your head back so violently that your throat aches, your scalp screaming under the brutal grip. His strength is suffocating, relentless—your world shrinks to the overwhelming presence of him, towering over you like a shadow that eats the light. He’s hot, feverish, skin burning against yours as his chest rises and falls in shuddering anticipation.

Your childhood friend—if you can even call him that anymore—doesn’t allow you the dignity of closing your eyes.

“You scared, baby?” His voice is honeyed mockery, all faux concern wrapped in something far more insidious. His other hand slides down your cheek, rough thumb smearing the tears before dragging lower, brushing the seam of your lips. “Too big for you, huh?” A chuckle, deep and dark. “Bet you never even dreamed of a cock like this.”

It’s true. You didn’t. Couldn’t.

The boy you once knew had been awkward and thin, all sharp angles and gentle hands that knew how to build, how to fix, how to comfort. But the man in front of you now? He is monstrous. A beast carved from brute force and cruelty, broad and thick with power, veins roping down his forearms, his abdomen—leading your unwilling gaze lower, lower—

He slaps it against your cheek.

The impact is wet, heavy. Your stomach lurches.

“Fuck.” His voice drops into something low, hungry, the sound vibrating through his chest. He rolls his hips lazily, dragging the thick, swollen length along your face, smearing sticky precum across your lips, your chin. “Look at that. You’re so little, baby. Gonna ruin you for anyone else.” He tsks, pretending sympathy. “No one’s gonna wanna fuck some wrecked-up, stretched-out little hole, sweetheart.”

Your arms strain in his grip, muscles burning, but he barely notices. It’s effortless for him to keep you trapped, kneeling between his thighs, his bruising fingers pressing against your skull. He taps the head of his cock against your trembling lips, slow, teasing, enjoying the way you flinch.

“Open up.”

You don’t.

His laughter is indulgent, like you’re a kitten baring its teeth at a wolf. “Oh, you wanna be stubborn?” The amusement melts into something darker. His fingers tighten in your hair—then yank, sharp and punishing. “That’s cute, really. But you’re gonna learn, baby.” The sudden pain makes your eyes water, throat tight with a choked sound as he pulls you closer, breath fanning hot over your tear-streaked face. “Open your fucking mouth.”

You shake your head, trembling. A mistake.

A sharp crack echoes through the room as his palm meets your cheek, the force knocking you sideways. Stars burst behind your eyes. Your skin stings, burning, the taste of copper blooming on your tongue. He watches, darkly fascinated, fingers twitching before he grabs your jaw, forcing it wide, wrenching it open as his grip digs into your skin.

“There we go,” he croons. “That’s a good girl.”

Then he shoves his cock past your lips.

It’s too much, too thick—your throat convulses immediately, your body rejecting the intrusion. The heavy scent of musk floods your senses, dizzying, overwhelming, and your fingers claw at his thighs in panic. Your muffled gags are met with a groan, deep and guttural, his hips rolling forward just enough to press in deeper.

“Tight little mouth,” he rasps, voice wrecked with pleasure. “Fuck, should’ve done this first—should’ve made you choke on it the second I got back.” His grip tightens in your hair, pulling you impossibly closer until your nose is flush against the thick base of him, every breath stifled by heat, by flesh. “Let you know who you belong to.”

Tears spill freely down your cheeks as your throat burns, muscles spasming helplessly around him. You dig your nails into his thighs, desperate, but he only moans, reveling in your suffering. The weight of him on your tongue is unbearable, a stretch that aches, that feels like it’s splitting you apart from the inside.

“C’mon, baby, you can take it.” His tone is sweet, coaxing, but his hands are merciless, unyielding. He rocks forward, slow, deliberate, pushing deeper each time until your gagging turns desperate, frantic, your vision blurring at the edges. “Gonna be real good for me, yeah?” He groans as you choke, as your body betrays you. “Gonna let me break you in nice and slow before I split you open on my cock.”

The next thrust is sharp, cruel.

Your whole body jerks, a violent gag ripping through you. He curses, deep and rough, and you feel it twitch against your tongue, impossibly hard, leaking, smearing sticky filth down your throat as he forces you to take it.

Your lungs burn.

You’re shaking, vision swimming, the room fading in and out. His grip never wavers, never softens—if anything, he holds you tighter, a possessive snarl curling his lips as he watches you struggle, drinking in the sight of your ruined face, spit and tears slicking your skin.

“Messy little thing.” His thumb strokes over your cheek, almost tender. “Look at you. Fucking perfect.”

You can’t breathe. Your chest spasms, desperate, lungs screaming for air, and he finally—finally—pulls back, letting you cough and gasp around him. A thread of saliva stretches between your swollen lips and the thick, glistening head of his cock, breaking as he taps it against your lips again.

“You crying, sweetheart?” He coos, feigned pity laced with hunger. “Bet your little pussy’s dripping, huh? You always were a needy thing.”

Your voice breaks on a sob as he grips your chin, smearing your own spit across your cheeks. “Look at you,” he murmurs, fascinated. “You were made for this, baby. Look at how good you take me.”

You flinch as he presses the tip against your lips again, rolling his hips slow, teasing, reveling in the wreckage of you. “I’ll be nice this time,” he promises, voice dark with amusement. “Let you breathe. But after this?” His fingers curl around your throat, applying just enough pressure to make your pulse hammer beneath his grip. “After this, baby, I’m gonna fuck you so deep you’ll feel me for days.”

A shudder rolls through you, fear tangling with something far more insidious. You don’t want this. You don’t want him.

But he’s already decided.

And there’s no escaping him now.

♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.

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Ace Attorney: Phoenix Wright

Arcane: Jayce

Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Rin Itoshi, Sae Itoshi, Shidou Ryusei, Yoichi Isagi

Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Hawks, Katsuki Bakugo, Villain! Midoriya Izuku

Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: N/A

Death Note: Light Yagami

Demon Slayer: Doma, Muzan Kibutsuji, Rui, Sanemi Shinazugawa, Yoriichi Tsugikuni

DC: Bruce Wayne, Damian Wayne, Dick Grayson, Tim Drake

Dishonored Series: Kirin Jindosh

Genshin Impact: Childe, Itto, Kazuha, Pantalone, Pantalone, Scaramouche, Venti, Xiao

Haikyuu!!: Atsumu Miya, Futakuchi Kenji, Goshiki Tsutomu, Kei Tsukishima, Keishin Ukai, Kenjiro Shirabu, Lev Haiba, Oikawa Tooru, Tendō Satori, Tetsurou Kuroo, Yūji Terushima

Honkai Star Rail: Aventurine, Mr. Reca, Nanook, Sampo Koski, Sunday

How to Live as an Illegal Healer: Seunghyeon Kang

Hunter x Hunter: Feitan Portor, Gon Freecss, Ging Freecss, Hisoka Morow, Killua Zoldyck, Kurapika, Nobunaga Hazama, Pariston Hill, Phinks, Uvogin

I’m Not That Kind of Talent: Cruel Hardt, Demon Aru, Eduardo Deserte

Jujutsu Kaisen: Kenjaku, Megumi Fushiguro, Naoya Zen’in, Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Yuji Itadori

Kill The Hero: Johann Georg, Kim Woo-Jin, Lee Jin-Ah, Se Jun-Lee

Love and Deepspace: Caleb

Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: Aamon, Claude, Gusion, Suyou

MONSTER: Johan Liebert

Naruto Shippuden: Deidara, Hashirama Senju, Hidan, Kabuto Yakushi, Kisame Hoshigaki, Madara Uchiha, Minato Namikaze, Zabuza Momochi

One Punch Man: Stinger, Suiryu

Reverend Insanity: Fang Zheng

TOUCHSTARVED: Player Character, Vere

Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Error! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Horror! Sans, Killer! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell Papyrus, Underfell Sans, Undertale Chara, Undertale Frisk, Undertale Sans

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Your Throne: Eros Orna Vasilios

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