♡ TW. Dead Dove // Read at Your Own Risk ; ♡ WC. 645
Your bully doesn’t date.
He fucks. He ruins. He takes what he wants, breaks it, and moves on. That’s the kind of man he is.
Or at least, that’s what he tells himself.
Yet here you are—months in, still beneath him, still letting him break you apart, still looking at him with those empty fucking eyes that don’t cry, don’t fight, don’t flinch.
It pisses him off.
Tonight is no different. His huge frame swallows yours, trapping you beneath him, thick fingers curled around your throat, your tiny wrists pinned uselessly to the bed. His grip tightens, just enough to make your breath hitch, just enough to remind you of the power he holds, the power you let him wield over you, over your body.
You make no attempt to resist. You never do. Just staring up at him, silent, waiting, lips parted in that infuriating way, like you’re daring him to ruin you all over again.
His sneer deepens. “The fuck you looking at? Think I’m gonna be gentle?”
You don’t answer. You know damn well he won’t.
His cock bullies its way inside, stretching you beyond your limits, forcing your body to yield to him, to take what he gives. You choke on a sound, finally, and his grin sharpens. “Yeah? That hurt? Feels too fucking big?” He slams in deeper, grinding against you, making sure you feel every inch. “Better get used to it, freak.”
He watches you, waiting for something—anything. A gasp, a whimper, the telltale tremble of your lip. But you just take it, the same way you always do, letting him push you past the point of pain, past the point where anyone else would’ve shattered. And it infuriates him.
Because you do this every fucking day.
You let him use you like a personal toy, let him ruin you however he wants. He slaps you, spits in your mouth, calls you the most degrading shit he can think of, and you never fight back. Never tell him no. You let him break you apart piece by piece, and worse—you like it.
He knows you love it.
You love the way he manhandles you, the way he yanks you by the hair, drags you where he wants, makes you bend to his will. You love the way he spits the filthiest things in your ear while treating you like nothing but a fuckhole, like you exist for his pleasure and nothing else.
You love the names. The insults. The shame.
And you let him.
You let him do whatever the fuck he wants, over and over, until you’re wrecked beyond recognition, until your mind blanks out, until your legs shake too hard to hold you up the next morning.
But you don’t complain.
You don’t beg him to stop.
You don’t cry.
And it drives him insane.
His grip tightens around your throat as he pounds into you, harder, rougher, desperate for something—anything—that will break past that eerie calm. “What’s wrong, freak? Don’t tell me you’re getting used to this.” His voice is a growl against your throat, breath hot, possessive. “You getting broken in?”
Your tiny hands clutch at his arms, barely able to wrap around his thick biceps. He makes you feel so small. So weak. So helpless.
You love it.
But your bully—he’s the one who’s fucked.
Because he should be sick of you by now. He should’ve tossed you aside. Should be chasing after some new plaything, some fresh little bitch to ruin.
So why the fuck does the thought of anyone else even looking at you make his blood boil?
Why does he find himself pulling you closer instead of pushing you away?
Why the fuck does he want to own you completely?
He doesn’t date.
He fucks. He ruins. He takes what he wants.
But you—
You might be the one ruining him.
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♡ List of Fandoms and Characters.
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Ace Attorney: N/A
Arcane: N/A
Blue Lock: Michael Kaiser, Shidou Ryusei, Yoichi Isagi
Boku no Hero Academia: Dabi, Katsuki Bakugo
Brutal: Satsujin Kansatsukan no Kokuhaku: N/A
Death Note: N/A
Demon Slayer: Sanemi Shinazugawa
DC: Damian Wayne
Dishonored Series: N/A
Genshin Impact: Childe, Scaramouche
Haikyuu!!: Hajime Iwaizumi, Yūji Terushima
Honkai Star Rail: Blade, Boothill
How to Live as an Illegal Healer: N/A
Hunter x Hunter: Uvogin
I’m Not That Kind of Talent: N/A
Jujutsu Kaisen: Naoya Zen’in, Ryōmen Sukuna
Kill The Hero: Park Yong-Wan
Love and Deepspace: N/A
Mobile Legends: Bang Bang: N/A
MONSTER: N/A
Naruto Shippuden: Hidan, Zabuza Momochi
One Punch Man: Suiryu
Reverend Insanity: N/A
TOUCHSTARVED: Vere
Undertale Multiverse (Human AU): Bill! Sans, Dust! Sans, Fresh! Sans, Ink! Sans, Killer! Sans, Nightmare! Sans, Shattered Dream! Sans, Underfell! Papyrus, Underfell! Sans, Undertale! Chara
Wuthering Waves: Scar
Your Throne: N/A
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