Atsumu has never been good with feelings.

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Atsumu has never been good with feelings.

They sit in his chest like something rotting, a dead weight he doesnโ€™t know what to do with. He was never taught how to hold something preciousโ€”only how to take, how to win, how to fuck and leave and move on without a second thought.

But youโ€”youโ€”youโ€™ve made it impossible to move on.

Itโ€™s been building for months, twisting inside him like a sickness. He feels it when you ignore him. When you roll your eyes and scoff. When you look at other men like theyโ€™re worth something.

Like he isnโ€™t.

And then one night, something inside him snaps.

You donโ€™t see him coming.

One second, youโ€™re stepping into your apartment. The next, the door slams shut behind you, and a heavy body shoves you against it.

Your scream is muffled by his hand.

โ€œShh, shhโ€”fuckโ€™s sake, ya act like Iโ€™m a stranger.โ€

The scent of sweat and expensive cologne chokes you, the heat of him suffocating. Your nails claw at his wrist, legs kicking, but he just laughsโ€”a sharp, breathless thing, like even he canโ€™t believe this is happening.

โ€œDidnโ€™t like that, huh?โ€ His voice is a low, teasing drawl. โ€œDidnโ€™t like beinโ€™ caught?โ€

You struggle harder.

It only makes him press against you more, rolling his hips against your ass, letting you feel the thick outline of his cock against your back.

โ€œYโ€™know, I tried beinโ€™ normal โ€˜bout this.โ€

A hand sneaks beneath your skirt.

You jolt. Thrash.

He tsks, catching both of your wrists in one hand and pinning them against the wood.

โ€œTried doinโ€™ it the right wayโ€”takinโ€™ ya on dates, buyinโ€™ ya nice things. But ya wouldnโ€™t fuckinโ€™ let me.โ€

His fingers find the waistband of your shorts. Tug. Yank. Rip.

You twist, shaking your head.

โ€œAww, baby.โ€ He kisses the shell of your ear, mockingly sweet. โ€œItโ€™s too late fer all that now.โ€

His cock shoves inside in one brutal thrust.

Your body seizesโ€”pain blooming hot and deep, your walls struggling to take him. He groans, forehead dropping against your shoulder, gripping your hips so tight you know youโ€™ll bruise.

And then he moves.

Hard, fast, brutalโ€”dragging cries from your throat, ignoring the way you thrash and sob.

โ€œThis is what ya get, princess.โ€ His teeth sink into your shoulder, muffling another groan. โ€œThis is what happens when ya keep pushinโ€™ me away.โ€

Your walls clench involuntarily, body betraying you, and Atsumu laughs.

โ€œThatโ€™s it, babyโ€”yer gettinโ€™ it now, huh?โ€

A rough hand cups your chin, tilting your face toward his.

His golden eyes are dark, half-lidded, full of something ravenous.

โ€œMaybe this is how I shouldโ€™a loved ya from the start.โ€

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