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Boothill knows heβs goinβ to hell.
Ainβt no salvation for a man like him. Ainβt no forgiveness for what heβs done.
For what he does to you.
You, with your soft eyes and trembling lips, with your tiny hands graspinβ at him like you still believe thereβs somethinβ good left in him. Like you donβt understand that youβre the very reason heβs damned.
And he is.
Because he loves you.
Loves you in a way that ainβt right, ainβt clean, ainβt pure. Loves you in a way that should make you run.
But you donβt.
And thatβs what dooms you, too.
βSugar,β he murmurs against your temple, his hands smoothing down your back, his voice softer than he ever lets it be. βYou know what kinda man I am.β
You donβt answer.
Or maybe you do, just not with wordsβwith the way your breath shudders against his throat, with the way your fingers curl into his shirt, holdinβ him like you ainβt ever gonna let go.
His lips find yours, and for once, it ainβt rough. Ainβt brutal. Ainβt punishinβ.
Itβs soft. Itβs slow. Itβs desperate.
He kisses you like heβs tryinβ to memorize the shape of you, the taste of you, the way you sigh against his tongue.
Like he knows one day, youβre gonna wake up and realize what heβs done to you.
What heβs turned you into.
And youβre gonna leave him.
His grip tightens, his chest heaves. βI ainβt never loved nothinβ before you.β The confession is rough, broken. His lips press against your forehead, then your cheek, then your lips again. βAinβt never wanted nothinβ the way I want you.β
He slides his hands up, cradlinβ your face, his thumbs brushing against your cheeks. His breath is warm, whiskey-laced, heavy with need.
βYou know that, donβtcha, baby?β
You nod.
Boothill exhales, like he was holdinβ in somethinβ heavy. He kisses you again, deeper this time, his tongue slow and possessive as it glides against yours.
He knows it ainβt right. He knows heβs got a place in hell with his name on it.
But if this is damnationβ
Then he donβt ever wanna be saved.
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